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Feb. 22nd, 2006 @ 03:47 pm New name
Current Mood: Obsessed
Current Music: Kingdom Hearts OST - Guardando nel buio
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I'm afraid I'm getting bored of using this name, so it's going to become a backup account. Herazi is the new name I made today for the sole sake of doing so.

Although I doubt this matters to anyone since I rarely write in this anyway, and have very few friends on it that I talk to. Trust me, it's not intentional! I love all of you even if you don't always hear from me.

Although I may not say much here, I'm always thinking of my friends, since my heart could never let me forget anyone. T_T Love ya all, and remember the new name because I might be commenting with it on a day that I bother to get on anymore. :P

As far as obsessions go (and many of you who've spoken to me in the last few weeks or so know this well), I haven't been able to put down Kingdom Hearts. My MP3 playlist has about half the soundtrack on it and usually one song from it is played on repeat (depending on my mood) I've actually gone so far as to make an OC just because I couldn't find any canon characters that I could play that I knew of. ._. I also figured that since I'm going into game art and design is that I should work on an OC or two and KH just happened to be something I randomly made my guinea pig because of my love for it.

No need to be afraid, unlike most rp'ers and fanfic writers, I actually MAKE SURE that balance is kept in order to keep the sense. Hell, I might post his profile in my other account in case anyone is curious or wants to assault me with concrit.

In fact...I think I'll go do that now. >_>
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Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 08:04 pm -Insert Title Here-
Current Mood: Hard to tell.
Current Music: FFVII OC Remix- Seven Degrees of Judgement
Meh, Winter break has started and that means a few things: I gotta watch my little cousins tomorrow while mom takes my grandfather to the doctorsm, I get presents (half of which I know anyway), I get to screw about on Gaia, and hope that at least someone there's on. Well, I could try to draw...But drawing usually makes me think of RP and I guess I don't want to think of it because it reminds me that no one's around to play with anymore. Maybe it's just me growing out of it, I dunno.

Tons of ideas float around in my brain yet I can't be arsed to find someone to express them with. S'not like they'd be interested anyway. On the plus side, these ideas have opened me up to a couple new fandoms. This is good because my FFVII ideas were getting stale without someone to discuss them with, or without a decent memory to type them up in. XD

To be honest, the main reason why I haven't put any of my drawings up is that I'm losing confidence in myself. I look back at all my old work and think that there's just too much that I haven't learned yet to consider myself really good. But that's just me being an artist. XD Artists never like their own stuff. Don't get me wrong though, I love the praise I get.

I wonder where everyone went...People on my lists are either away or idle. Ah well, that's what Gaia's for. Fun stuff there, just avoid the forums like the plague and don't talk to anyone. XD
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Nov. 1st, 2005 @ 03:51 pm ...
If people don't like something about me, why can't they just say it?
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Oct. 25th, 2005 @ 07:00 pm Iconic curiosity
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Rosencrantz and Guildenstern - Seven Degrees of Judgement
Upon searching through LJ, I've decided on a few things

1) I WILL DRAW VINCENT AND/OR SEPHIROTH EVEN IF IT KILLS ME! And I know it will -clears throat.- I've wanted to tweak them in the same way I've done with Hojo (Hence Heresy) for a while now...maybe I'll do some concept sketches later. :D

2) I will learn how to make icons. If you know what programs and tools are used, please inform me. I've noticed that there are little Jenova icons out there (I might do om concepts of her as well, being part of my little post-storyline and all) so I'm probably going to use her as practice. It shouldn't be too hard, right...?

3) I WILL start drawing more characters. Despite the fact thar I loves the Hojo I play so very much, I've just drawn him way too much XD It's distracting me from learning OTHER characters as well. I have to expand my horizons sooner or later...
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Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 03:26 pm A Discursive Little Entry
Current Mood: Thinky!
Current Music: ABG + Auvixia - Crystalline (FF Remix)
For those of you who are on my buddy list on AIM, MSN, or Yahoo: Even though I'm usually on the computer all the time, School unfortunately has started. Where I am, that means that I am technically away/idle from about 6:00 AM to around 3:00 PM. I've noticed that a few friends IM me between these times and then sign off a while later. To them: I am very sorry that you caught me at a time where I wasn't at the computer. I was at school at the time. Maybe an away message would help...or signing off before I go to school XD

School is...well I don't really know how to describe it. I'm doing more of my work than I used to do and I've become a lot better in my study habits now so I guess that's a good thing. I switched foreign languages from Spanish to German, and now I wish I had done it in 9th grade. It's SO much easier than Spanish! The people who speak in the listening activities are a lot slower than the people in the spanish ones so I can actually, Y'know, PICK OUT THE ANSWERS instead of staring blankly at the tape recorder and sluggishly scribbling a circle around an answer that sort of sounded like what I heard.

I've been on Gaia Online a lot recently, but it gets kinda lonely there since my friends that have accounts on there are never online anymore. That's kind of sad but I manage. The little avatars are fun to draw, but unfortunately the place is crawling with 'n00bs'-Twitch- Otherwise known as people who should be taught proper spelling and grammar before touching a keyboard.

Oh, another thing that I don't usually mention but probably should; Next Tuesday is the 27, and I become 18. In other words, "I'M LEGAL" next Tuesday. I'm not sure if I'll plan anything for my birthday, since it's on a schoolday as well as a day where I have to stay after school for Algebra tutoring. Such an evil little subject...I loathe it so. I'll bet nothing interesting will happen then. My birthday's never been anything different from a normal day, not since I was a little girl. I think the 'special' in the term 'special occasion' was taken out four years ago at age 13. Oh well, it'll feel nice to say "I'M LEGAL!" on Tuesday when joking with my friends in the morning. We don't have the same lunch together and that's also kind of depressing since this IS my last year of High School...

As far as what I'll do after school, I'm still not sure. I want to get a good education in art. I love to draw and I feel sometimes I would cease to exist if I couldn't draw anymore. If only I wasn't so lazy and really thought about things like this, but my online social life sort of eclipses everything esle, which is another sad fact about myself. The two things I would even remotely show interest in, major-wise is foreign language and of course art. I love learning about foreign cultures (this country bores me to tears sometimes) so of course I'd like to learn to communicate with others in perhaps their native tongues. Funny thing is, everyone in the world seems to be learning English.

Online life is pretty much my alternate life. Since most of my irl friends are in the marching band or governor school or something special like that, I have to rely on either my movies or my online friends to keep me sane...Well, the anime conventions help too (Otakon *_*). Maybe I'll bring a little notebook next time I go to one so that I can get some numbers and screen names, thus expanding my circle of friends.

RPs are pretty much my form of crack. I cannot get enough of them because each time I post something I feel I've improved a little more. This little hobby has been my own ever since I learned of this wonderful thing called AIM back in the 8th grade. I've been doing this for at least six years or so now so I have garnered quite a bit of confidence in my skills. Hey, even if I read stuff from some elitist moron or someone like that, I still don't get discouraged. Why? Because a vast majority of them possess one weakness that is my blessing: The ability to spell correctly. Being a 'spelling nazi' as I start to call it, has its disadvantages, especially when you're nitpicky like me. Like for example, I see certain words that are misspelled constantly and the frequency of this mistake hurts my brain to the point where I actually flinch when I see them. Tell me, do any of you feel like laughing your ass off whenever some god-moder starts going off on a tangent about how their little mary-sue/gary-stu is so powerful and wonderful and whatnot and then misspells an easy word like 'dying' "DIEING"? If not, I must be insane. ^_^

Well, that's my little rant for the month. Now it's off to read old RPs, draw, or perhaps watch some anime!

Auf Wiedersehen!
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Aug. 29th, 2005 @ 03:22 pm The end of my summer just went down the crapper.
Current Mood: Shitty
Current Music: Hamasaki Ayumi - Connected
Yep, my summer was actually fairly enjoyable until a couple weeks ago. I upset a friend and now I feel emotionally like shit, since I hate hurting anyone's feelings, especially when I don't realize that I've done it.

Now, as of a couple days ago, my stomach feels like shit. I've been having lower abdominal cramps and it's been wearing on my nerves. I'd love to be able to talk to someone, but no one's online that much anymore except late at night. Most of my school friends are off at 'band camp' so I can't talk to any of them. Maybe that's why I'm always so hung up on getting online; Since the real world tends to fuck me over with these stomach issues. I swear to god worrying about upsetting people and my stomach is going to be the death of me, and it's not making me a happy camper.

I wish I could sleep, but nausea and cramping won't let me forget the stupid mistake I made of learning to RP. That's how I fucked up. I learned how to fucking RP.

I feel sick
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Jul. 17th, 2005 @ 09:26 pm -shakes head-
As much as I love a game, I do fear for it's fandom.
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 03:14 pm Don't Try to Argue with me
Current Mood: to the EXTREME
Current Music: Carmina Burana O Fortuna
(This is in NO WAY meant to be funny, disregard my analogies.)
This country reeks of hypocrisy.

The people in this contry are seething piles of fecal ignorance

The rancid odor of blind patriotism could knock off the entire population of Texas.

Hard-headed parents who won't listen to reason have idiocy just PERMEATING off of them like the kind of cologne you wouldn't want someone to wear while you're trapped with them in an elevator.

One of my beloved best friends is now offically more of a hermit than I am due to a little mishap involving her brother. But it isn't a little mishap to her parents. It's this huge "OMGWE'RENOTAPERFECTCHRISTIANFAMILYSOWEMUSTTAKEALLTHATISOFFENSIVEANDHIDEITEVENIFITSONLYABUNCHOFJAPANESEDRAWINGS* issue to them.

Apparently, liking anime makes you a: weirdo, pedophile, pervert, violent psychopath, sadist, masochist, and abnormal. Why is this? WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THIS GODDAMNED LANDFILL WE CALL A FREE COUNTRY!??!?! What is wrong with Manga? What is wrong with Anime? What is wrong with both of these genres in general? The answer is simple.

NOTHING, YOU HYPOCRITICAL RELIGIOUS GITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ANIME OR MANGA IN AND OF ITSELF! WHAT APPARENTLY IS SO WRONG IS THAT PEOPLE, YES, MY MOST FAVORITE THING IN THE WORLD, PEOPLE ARE INTERPRETING IT AS 'Foreign garbage'. I have overheard some people's opinions of manga and anime, in fact! LEt me give you a clear cut example of what the majority's initial interpretations of manga and anime are:
'a bunch of cartoons having sex' <==YOU ARE A BLITHERING IDIOT IF YOU HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT ALL MANGA AND ANIME IS LIKE THIS!!!

Manga and Anime, boys and girls, are just like movies and books. There are good kinds, and there are bad kinds. There generes like comedy, action/adventure, drama, fantasy, sci-fi, and even some made for young children. They are just like anything we make here, difference being that comics here are a bit more gruesome and grown up; which yeild impossibly proportioned male meatmounds with gums made of worn rubber and painfully endowed sex-dolls that are supposed to be grown women with limbs that share the width and strength of a toothpick. Some things are alike in anime, such as common themes like cute magical girls saving the world with special wands or power-up forms,like a pink-haired, blue-eyed version of a Power Ranger, random slapstick comedy you wouldn't see coming from a mile away, and all that mushy gushy, kissy-kissy-goo-goo love rubbish in the same amounts as your typical daily soap operas. The difference here is that typical cartoons in America today feature impossibly (or horribly) proportioned characters based off of mindless everyday objects that revolve around wasting 30 minutes doing things that could get your little baby killed if they tried it at home. Although I'm sure anime has it's victims of those sorts too.

What I am trying to say here is that assuming that all japanese animation is XXX rated stuff, is just as silly as assuming that all germans are Nazis and all Russians are Communists. It's a terribly unimaginative way of thinking and it must be ceased. If you are one of these people who assume this, here's an assignment for you: Look up some famous japanese cartoons and then look up the same amount of american cartoons. I assure you that while the Japanese do tend to like their mature titles (just as we Americans do.) they are never forgetting the younger generations that indulge in animation as entertainment and not just something to get off on. There are just as many american porn movies as there are japanese, and if either of these happens to have more, then it's probably because the person or persons who came up with the concept has never taken a sex ed class in their life.

DON'T HATE ANIME AND MANGA JUST BECAUSE OF SOME BAD SEEDS!!!! THERE ARE REDEEMING QUALITIES IN THIS GENRE AND YOU CAN FIND THEM EASILY BY RESEARCHING IT AND BY KNOWING THAT WHATEVER YOU MAY SEE THAT COUNTS AS INAPPROPRIATE IS PROBABLY PRESENT IN MOVIES AND COMICS HERE TOO!

...I have seenthe worst of both sides of the Pacific, so I know what I'm talking about.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 11:44 pm SATs of doom...A word from the Heretic.
Current Mood: and in need of Vincent torment
Current Music: FF7-String Machine (Corel Prison Mix)
Someone gets to take the SATs...They have been quite nervous wreck right now and it's 11:45 at night. She's going to end up like me one of these days.... The nerves won't make me sleep, so I've been reviewing bad fanfiction and brainstorming rp ideas for the next time I get to speak to me sweet, darling little Turk. I haven't spoken to him in two days and it is becoming extremely difficult to find good entertainment these days...Ah well. I could always pester the child...-smirks and slinks off.-
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Apr. 15th, 2005 @ 10:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Black Mages - J-E-N-O-V-A
Guess who got bored?


Your Linguistic Profile:



45% Yankee

35% General American English

15% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern




I would blame godawful.net, but the mary sue bashing is too much fun.
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Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 03:45 am Woooow.
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: FF7 OST-Judgement Day
It's really late here, but for some reason, I feel like writing.

I wish my pens didn't hate me. Every time I try to ink something, they splotch and make a perfectly good pencil sketch into ker-poo! ;_; I am sad.

My kingdom for an unruly mob...
I am so sick and tired of this SPLENDA shit. No matter what they say, it does NOT taste like real sugar. I had a bowl of cocoa puffs once and they were sweetened with the evil demon substitute and you know what? I couldn't even FINISH it (which is quite a feat for a cereal addict like myself). I want to hunt down these health freaks and stab them all with a pen. STOP FUCKING UP THE GOOD CEREAL WITH YOUR FAKE SWEETENERS, GODDAMNIT!!!!

G'night.
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Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 04:44 pm Here's a little Irony For You
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Bush - Machine Head
Today I thought I'd change my pace a bit, since I don't usually know what to say when stating my own thoughts; I've been writing a series of little musings whenever something completely random comes floating into my head. These musings are lovingly called: "Quixotic Thoughts". I wrote this one here while doing some History homework (so that I wouldn't lose this....thingy... later)

While working downstairs on some school assignments (that I should have done in the first place), my dad comes upstairs from the rec room and sets a small, 12 oz. bottle of Coke next to my History textbook. This seems innocent enough right? Well, about fifteen minutes later he comes back upstairs with the 'Healthy Living section of the newspaper and sets it down next to my texbook where the Coke had been before I moved it in front of me. He tells me to read the article, and then goes back downstairs. It only took about three minutes for me to feed my nagging curiosity. I put my pen down inside of the binding of my workbook, pick up the paper, and begin to read the article. Welp, it turns out that the article was centered on the poor nutrition and inactivity that's harming children. In fact, one of the lines read, "-and to avoid too much protein caffine, and soda."

...Does anyone else see a big neon sign that reads "IRONY" popping up above this little story?

I have a couple more of these little stories that I may post tomorrow...Heheh...
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Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 03:29 pm Not dead...Not yet anyway
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: KoRn - Make Me Bad
Geez...I really need to be more aware of things. How long has it been since I last wrote? I can't remember. And that sucks majorly.

Anyway...what's going on in my life...hmm...Well, if I haven't said it yet, I'll be attending Otakon -seethes with excitement.- But of course I'll be going as myself. I'd love to cosplay {I'd probably go as Reno or someone from GG...Since FFVII and Guilty Gear are my two most cancerous fandoms :D ) But unfortunately, I have neither the skill, the patience, nor the time management to do so. It's going to be a bit depressing. Hopefully my dad gives me plenty of moolah though. It'd make up for the fact that I couldn't dress up. (I LOVE costumes, but sadly I can't sew to save my life....never tried and I don't know my 'sizes' very well XD)

Anywho...I guess that's all I wanted to talk about...yeah...I dunno who I'd cosplay as, just that it'd be from either FF7 or GG XD Those of you who've seen my pic, (and this question comes from nagging curiosity) who would you see me as? -falls out of her chair laughing and then scuttles off to glue herself to the PS2-
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Jan. 29th, 2005 @ 09:52 pm Neu Liebe XD
Current Mood: high
Current Music: OOMPH! - Viel Zu Tief
In case you don't know any sort of German, The title means 'New Love' XD Just to warn you readers out there, my latest rant is about my newfound musical love - Deutschrockgruppe aka German Rock Groups :D

I remember my first encounter with German rock; It was the summer before last where mom used to force me to get up and go with her to my aunt Peggy's house to babysit my little cousins. They had a Billiards table downstairs and I used to practice (though I still suck and just play to mess around >> I know how to play, but I suck XD) down there just for fun. One time my oldest cousin Nick comes into the room and hands me a cd, telling me that I might like it: The cd was none other than Rammstein's Mutter CD.

So I borrow it and I'm listening to it, knowing very well that they sang in German and only picking out the songs that sounded good XD instead of being good for lyrical content (cuz I didn't have a translator at the time XP) My first favorite songs by them were 'Links 2-3-4" and "Sonne". I went for weeks just listening to those two songs, then I decided to be bold and put the entire cd on repeat-shuffle and started liking more. "Spieluhr" became my third favorite song, followed by "Mein Herz Brennt" and "Zwitter"

And now, two years later, I'm only in German 1 (having become fed up with Spanisch XD) and already I'm picking out every other word in the simple things. Not only do I have an A+ in that class, but I'm now submerged in not just Rammstein goodness, but have found another favorite band: OOMPH!. As of now, I'm trying to find cds from bands such as Megaherz and OOMPH!. Found a site that might be my saving grace: musicexpress.com :D Hopefully I'll have OOMPH!'s "EGO" cd soon..

..For now, I'll just lose myself in the 4 songs I alread have...-pensive sigh-
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Jan. 21st, 2005 @ 05:14 pm Eat a burrito!
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: E.S. Posthumus - Harappa
Has anyone noticed yet that I rarely make my entry titles germane to the topic I'm ranting about? XD If you have, EAT A BURRITO! There, now the title actually has something to do with the entry~! -Dances.-

Anywhoo....We're supposed to get a winter storm, or so says the weather peoples. Hopefully they get it right this time. That would make me a happy cabbage. I could use a blizzard right now. I'm swamped with assloads of midterm review sheets, recently found drawings to scan and add to my prodigious Scrap book on DA, drawings that are only partially finished (I only got two of them inked and need to clean them up a bit...), and random things to do this weekend, including seeing the POTO movie. :D

I discovered my blue binder today. The one full of all the crap I drew for an unfinished fanfic originally fabricated by my best friend's younger sister (she couldn't keep the story going so it was passed down to mich.). Many of these are comics and might be found in mein Scrapbuch at DevArt (maybe, not sure yet.) I really shouldn't be spoiling the surprises but none of them are really anything spectacular(actually, I think ONE design is colored and ONE is inked...GO ME!)

But my tiny little fanbase apparently doesn't give a shit and that tosses a whole lot off my shoulders. Thank you, I love you, and if I knew where you were, I'd come molest you as a way of expressing my gratitude (Note: The molesting part was a prime example of SARCASM!)

Working on a couple new pics, and I'm scared to death of inking some of them; mostly because one of them shows one of my worst habits...REALLY SMALL PICTURE! Damnation...One of my older habits is kicking in again-small-ass head, dinky torso and frighteningly long legs...Ah well, I'll just pull some lame excuse out of my ass and hope for the best. Besides, the other ones aren't that bad (in fact I am actually...dare I say it...PROUD OF THE RESULTS!) Hopefully they look okay with Ink. I draw too fucking dark and it's aggravating. I am in desperate need of some harder lead or some smaller points; like something commensurate to the point of a needle would be nice...I wish they made pens that small...-dreamy sigh- Maybe one day. . .
I'm hyper as fuck right now. There's a large Mt. Dew Code Red next to me and I still have a bottle of Cherry Coke downstairs. :D No wonder I'm so goddamned fat..u.u Oh well, at least I'm not fucking anorexic like Paris Hilton and not morbidly obese like those freaks you see on Maury and Riki Lake. Still, I'm not as built as I'd like to be, mostly because I have this little thing called Attention Deficit Disorder. That and I'm lazy and unmotivated. It's the winter time, so it's not the right time to go gallavanting about in miniskirts and tube tops - Unless you happen to fancy a nice case of hypothermia because you lack the mentality to realize that a fishnet hoodie will not help you in 10 degree weather with a wind chill factor of sub zero.

....Wow...I wrote a lot...and it was actually sensible writing...except that part about the outfit XD Another bout of ranting cut short...I can still taste the tacos on my breath from two hours ago...is that normal?
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Jan. 10th, 2005 @ 03:47 pm Things You Should Know If You Must...
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Guilty Gear Isuka Soundtrack: Home Sweet Grave
I have a new screen name: ApatheticBurrito. It combines one of my own personal traits with my current favorite food. So in case those of you who IM me on AIM wonder why Jokie13 isn't on, IM ApatheticBurrito.

I'm doing a few new doodles every now and then during what little free time I have at school. Many are not finished so that is why they haven't been updated to my DA account yet. Don't worry though, you will have the chance to see my monstrosities when they're posted. My two latest sketches are positively awful due to the fact that I was lacking a .05mm lead pencil and had to settle for .07mm, which is extremely difficult for me to draw with.

Occasionally I indulge in a game of GG:Isuka, and at the same time hope and pray that the next installment will be more enjoyable than having to look at a piece of brain vomit like that thing they called a 'boss character' in the arcade mode. If any of you have Isuka and have played against Leopaldon you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about. I will say though that I love the soundtrack to pieces and the Color Edit mode is a blast to mess about in when your fingers are screaming for a release from the seemingly endless bouts of ferocity demonstrated in Arcade or Vs. CPU mode (which brings back memories of SSBM when I used to play vs. after vs. in order to get the final few hidden characters...those were the days when Gamecube ruled the earth)

Um..yeah...I have nothing else to say at the moment so there. I'm going to bed now for a few minutes...then maybe I'll draw or something. I dunno.
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Jan. 5th, 2005 @ 05:17 pm More Brain Vomit
Current Mood: quixotic
Current Music: KoRn - Freak On A Leash
Ahh...January, first of the new year...So what? I understand that it's the beginning of another year but what's with everyone obsessing over it? Oh yeah, I almost forgot how hilariously witless this society is. We'd celebrate anything if it was the first of something, the birth of some historical figure, or something that has a nature of a particular significance that causes me to grind my molars in a desperate attempt to contain my two cents, knowing that it is ABSOLUTELY GUARaNTEED to offend someone. In case you are one of those people who MUST know, I am speaking of organized religion. But for the sole purpose of keeping those who have been afflicted with the worst cases of this ancient and asinine method of brainwashing (an ignorant populace), I will refrain from voicing my opinion.

I will not, however, cease my habits of fidgeting and murmuring to myself during the rare occasions that my parents will drag me to this goldmine of spiritually zombified elders who INSIST on bringing small, yet highly unpleasant sorts of critters along with them...And these things are our race's future...These drooling, giggling, screaming, cheerio-chomping vermin seem to feel that just because everyone else is quiet, they have to let out a chorus of their mind-numbingly incoherent palaver and painfully raucous shrieks. Cries of wanting to go home, wanting to be fed, wanting to spoiled shitless, just wanting, wanting, wanting WANTING! THEY THINK THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEIR MEANINGLESS EXISTENCE AND SEEM TO THINK AN INSTANT TICKET TO ETERNAL DAMNATION COMES IN THE FORM OF WHEN PEOPLE TURN THEIR ATTENTION AWAY FOR A MOMENT TO TEND TO THINGS IN THEIR LIVES! And the worst part is that this infantile self-absorption can only be blamed upon the parents for allowing their children to control their lives. I would have to be the worst kind of masochist to allow myself to bring any of these odious, foul-smelling, nose-picking, contemptible viruses into this world only to have them repay me with insolence!

...I'm done now...
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Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 05:42 pm He uses WHAT as a weapon!?
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Guilty Gear Isuka OST
Hello again, folks. I'm still alive and I've found new things to rant about. Subject: King of Fighters Series

I got KOF: Maximum Impact for christmas, played it, and I'd say it was fairly decent. Everything in the game was fine except for one minute detail that ruins more games for me than the next topic that I will be raving about: and that is BAD VOICE ACTING. You know those kind of voices you hear and they make your head implode at the first note? That describes the voices (and dialects) of certain KOF characters that I will not name in fear of offending anyone. Other than those molar-grinding audial atrocities, the game was rather entertaining.

But what I am mainly wishing to speak about here are particular kinds of characters: Heavyweights and Bosses.

I got the two-pack of KOF 00' and 01' this afternoon. And at the moment it is sitting on my shelf after about two hours of me having spent my last bit of vocal energy with fabricating a hurricane of nasty little oaths. What bothers me about that game is that they don't have the names typed underneath the health bars like in normal fighting games (I'm new to the KOF series so this is a vital trait that I need.) Without a name, I don't know who I am going to be expressing a 'thousand-suns' burning passion (Like Athena, who brings back really bad SF memories of people like M.-fuckin'-Bison. . .-molar grind.- ). Luckily I had seen pictures of some of the characters, whose faces can be easily matched with names. My first target of hatred was, just as predicted from past experiences, Heavyweight Chang. Fuckin' bastard with the ball and chain who happens to be mentally defective. It never fails. I HAVE ALWAYS HATED HEAVYWEIGHT CHARACTERS!! But Chang isn't hated with as much burning as Zero and the other dude from KOF 01' who usese A FUCKING RAZOR ENDED CLOAK TO CHOP OFF HALF MY TEAMS HEALTH! I almost had him with Iori...but no...FUCKING RAZOR COAT WOULDN'T LET ME HAVE THE WIN! Ugh...cheap bosses...cheap tricks...worthless characters...I'm never touching another SNK game for a long time after this...my head hurts too much...
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Dec. 22nd, 2004 @ 02:04 pm wee!!
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Jenova Trance OC Remix
Wee scannanator! -dance.- I am on a constand doodling spree now. I'll draw crap just for the sake of scanning it. Shallow, I know...BUT FUN! Anyway...wee!!!!!!
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Dec. 19th, 2004 @ 06:11 pm GLORY BE!!!!!
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Ode To Joy
I FINALLY HAVE MY SCANNER! and all day I've been scannanating all of my pencily goodness...Hope those of you who have been watching me on DevArt are pleased...I sure as hell am. Most of the drawings are dedicated to my beloved Seraphim. I do hope you enjoy the Heresy...
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Ed - Rawr!